Half awake this morning, I dream about doing some audit in a pre-open building with rooms. As I was checking through things, I spoke to someone (missing her) that "you know those wall painting really reminds me of my dad, he is good at those" ... all his hard work ..really pretty. Then while talking, I started to tears.

The next thing I know tears does rolling down... I guess I am missing him too..

The Eagle

I just felt that this is one of the most beautiful picture that I took.. haha

http://instagram.com/p/cQUT-0rS0Q/

Kita Bangsa Malaysia

Many has realise that the term 1 Malaysia have to be expend to all Malaysian to be be called Bangsa Malaysia. It is not just a slogan to be famous for a moment but it should be in our breath.

That is what we called Bangsa Malaysia~~ to all Malaysian. A early National Song to all perhaps.

Thank you Jenny for this and for the love for Malaysia.

People First

On another note, I felt that promise has yet to fulfilled. The first assignment has just begin.

Other choose to go to a President for help. But I want to choose to go to the PM for help. If you are serious about people first and making 1 Malaysia a reality, do something or say something about the current concern.

Do something to call it off. Make it a new beginning for everyone.

Thinking~~

Been thinking if you.

Dear Malaysian. Wake Up! Wake up!... Must hear

Something we want to consider and ponder about now.

Watch "WAKE UP! Malaysian Rapper United (Namewee / Ashtaka / 5Forty2)" on YouTube

God is my Refuge

The first quarters of 2013 is coming to an end in just few days. The year past seem faster these day. Lots of things happened and changes took place in life an work.

It was not easy to deal with but again and again God reminds me to be strong and still wherever I am and to know He is Almighty God who can do the impossible things in my life. Today was a bad day for me as I felt so insecure and was trying to find a way out for myself (with reluctant feeling at the same time). Like seriously in the crossroad that I have to choose either left or right.

But you know what, as you seek his kingdom and righteousness, all things will be given to us as well. I want the peace of mind and calmness within. I needed someone to know my worries and He told me this:- 

"Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hears to Him for God is our refuge - 

Psalm 62:8"

I needed wisdom to know what to do and assurance on things I doubt and He tells me that:-

"And we know that in all things God works for the food of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose - 

Romans 8:28"

I am sure I am here for a purpose and His words really calm me down and to wait patiently

"But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently - Romans 8:25"

I don't know about tomorrow but I know who is in control. I shall not worry or shall not be shaken with things that are happening now. All the darkens will day will be replace with the glory of Jesus when He comes. I shall continue to have Him to be the centre of everything in my life.

Also through the "Turning Point program with Dr. David Jeremiah", it really helps a lot especially today when the sharing about what our mind should focus on. 

" whatever things are true.... noble...... just....pure....lovely....of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy --- meditate on these things - Philippians 4:8" 

Hope comes in with faith in God.

It Is Done

The single by Sidney Mohede is finally out. Amazing work of God through His people in Indonesia and throughout the world.

Watch "Sidney Mohede - IT IS DONE ft. Darlene Zschech" on YouTube

Think & Appear

It's funny how .. when you thinnk of someone or something and the you realize that that person appear in front of you or that thing happened.

Do you ever experienced it? What is that called?

Ignorance

Is ignorance really a bliss? Not too sure bout that but it sure brings more headaches at the end of the day.

Just don't understand why some people just like to ignore their own weakness and to pull others down so that they look higher.

Really so sad with all this that is happening.

The Beginning

Of something this is on it's way..?

2013

Hello New Year! ... Hello 2013.............

Missed few special dates at the beginning of 2013 (forgot to blog #something) such as 3.1.13 (3113), then others was busy with 13.1.4 (1314 - together forever).. 

My reason to blog today is not about the numbers but out of sudden I felt that it is this year that something special will happen :) ~~ 

besides:-

1. Jay's new album 12 Opus

2. Jay's world tour

Shall see it on 31.12.13 if it does happens.

Pray. Faith. Obey

I truly thank God for year 2012 for His work in my life. I felt so blessed to be placed in Penang an island where I get to spend  more time with God in praying, reading His words and to serve Him in various area.

In summary, what 2012 represents for me is Pray.Faith.Obey

PRAY

It is great to spend time having conversation with God in pray. I have committed for the NECF 40days prayer and fast this year. It was not easy at first but as I make it a commitment to pray (according to the guide) it was such a great experience journeying with God and I believe it will be even greater when I witness Him answering all the prayers in future.

FAITH

2012 was also a year where my faith in God is build, the faith even in the simplest things in my life. One of the incidents was during the Staff Annual Dinner for “lucky draw” that comes with great prizes, being the committee there were time where I felt tempted to ensure I receive a better gift and of course some are tempting me to do so. But I believe that He will give me thing that I need and not I want. And it was until the very end that He taught me to put my trust in Him, as the last name in the draw box was my name and the gift on the list was exactly the item that I need.

OBEY

When we asked God to teach us how to love, to have chance to serve and patient, we will need to be ready to go through whatever event that will take place (rooted in Him of course). He taught me to love especially to people I less imagine I can get along, he taught me patient by being in a situations where I need to draw strength from Him and opportunity to serve Him and His people are plenty.  One of the best ministries was to the Mini Kem in Lalok. The journey was an unexpected one, suffering from the mosquitos’ bites and being under the hot sun was nothing compared to the JOY of seeing children and people from everywhere came together to worship Him, the beauty of His creation and His amazing work in the deepest part of our nation.

I have told my friends (of different believe) that I would go again despite all the obstacles that I will face.

I believe that greater things is awaiting for me in year 3013 as I journey with Him together and I hope it will be the same as you.

~Sharon Chow~

10-11-12

Happy 10 - 11 - 12 today :)

Just wanted to post something on special date...

Have Faith ~till the very end~

Finally the Staff Party is OVER!!!!! **party time ~~real party time for me** Fingers cross no more committee member for me..
Been through tough times with people who are ^^ (don't have a word to describe). But I learned a lesson here! That is to put my trust in God as well as asked Him to help in every single thing even if it is just a call or send and email.
As we prepared for the lucky draws items (top 20) well basically I help to purchased all the item! MacBook Air is the grand prize and the list goes on. Wanted one of those fancy things but in my heart I believe that God will give me something that I needed and not want. So top 20 prizes is out, then top 100 also is out and the remaining prize are from 101 onwards. Being a committee (in lucky draw), we have so many chance to 'play dirty' but that is not what Faith in God it!
On the last day of draw, my heart are pumping real fast! Was thinking what will I get and what will God give to me? In the remaining items, I wanted to have the Microwave Oven, Mixer & Induction Cooker. But seems like all the good gifts was all given out and my name is yet to appear! And when it comes, guess what? The remaining prize is rice cooker (which I already have) and MICROWAVE OVEN! (Yes Oven) my name is the last 2 name in the box! And taaadaaaaa......I got the oven! :) See God is GREAT! Have FAITH in HIM till the very end.
Oooh, the story didn't end here! :) the prize after oven is actually a hamper :/ He knows.... what I really wanted and needed as well. One of the associates will be changing his INDUCTION COOKER with my OVEN :)

**Read my wanted list? Matthew 7:11 If you, then. though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him.

He taught me to LOVE

I never know that LOVE is such a painful things. I could really feel that pain when you love people so much but end up, you are not appreciated but worst is when they even stab you at your back. I wonder how much pain we bought to our Father in heaven when we turned away from Him and continue to sin even after knowing that it is wrong. 

The song "Hosanna" by Hillsong United...

I see the King of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

I have been singing that lines for days, and yes He did taught me this. 

It was such a stressful day today at work with lots of things to do and stuff to plan and coordinating the upcoming event. Running short of time and hands. But yet others don't seems like appreciate it, and not only that they are practically finding fault with every single things. I was really upset about it. Until I spent time with God today at the topic of 'three evils' :-

1. Jesus defeat the evil spirit ( exorcising an evil spirit from a possessed man)
2. Jesus combated moral evil by teaching LOVE as the highest virtue, promoting the values of faithfulness and servant-hood and transforming life
3. Jesus had the power to quell it (calmed the raging storm, miraculously provided food for the hungry, and healed the sick and broken)

"Evil met its match in Jesus-and was defeated. One day Jesus will return and eradicate evil entirely." Amen to it and to Romans 8:18-21 as well. There was such a relieve after having my private time with HIM.

In Ephesians 4:3, Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. I really want to thank God for being near me and giving me this words of comfort when I needed His guidance the most. 

I know that it is not coincident that I read those words, I remember that there was once I skipped 2 days (I was reading on the wrong page) and whatever in the 'Our Daily Journey' was what I needed to know from God.

"Show me how to love like You have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks Yours" 

He seriously did and I thank Him for this, that I will keep on LOVING His people. As I only have this one life to do it.

"Hosanna" -- Hillsong United

Never Once - Matt Redman

I thank God for all the talented songs writer, composer and even musician. I might not be as great as them but I do thank God for my voice and skills to play the guitar. 

I need to practice both of them, especially my guitar skills. I was hibernating from it for more then 10 years? I almost forgot all the chords until my fingers dance on the 'finger' board again! And yes since then lots of *funny* but nice chords are invented. So without my 'sifu' I have to rely on the cyber world sifu.

But the focus of this blog is really on the meaning of this songs by Matt Redman "Never Once". It is so real with my life experiences. I changed 'us' to I.

Standing on this mountaintop,  Looking just how far I've come. Knowing that for every step, You were with me Kneeling on this battle ground, Seeing just how much You've done, Knowing every victory, Is Your power in me Scars and struggles on the way,

But with joy my heart can say, Yes, my heart can say Never once did I ever walk alone, Never once did You leave me on my own, You are faithful, God, You are faithful Scars and struggles on the way But with joy my heart can say Never once did I ever walk alone Carried by Your constant grace Held within Your perfect peace Never once, no, I never walk alone 

Never once did I ever walk alone Never once did You leave me on my own You are faithful, God, You are faithful Every step I am breathing in Your grace Evermore I'll be breathing out Your praise You are faithful, God, You are faithful You are faithful, God, You are faithful..

Obsession of Clouds

Just like the title, yes I felt I am obsessed with clouds. I felt there are something special about them. I also I have edited the picture to put some effect to it haha..

Lunch at Winter Warmers

Today was a busy Saturday. Was suppose to attend 2 other events which I am not able to make it due to some reason.

So me and my friend who bought the voucher from ILoveDiscounts planned to have our lunch at Chez Weng, a new restaurant at Precinct 10, Tanjong Tokong. Tired to call to make a reservation yesterday and this morning but no one pick up. Had a bad feeling that the restaurant is not in service! So yeah, when there and found out that the restaurant is no longer in operation for some reason! (Didn't pay rental!)

Was disappointed as my friend came with her mum and brother! End up this kind of experience took place. But thank God, there are others food outlet around and we decide to give a try at Winter Warmers. Turned out the food is not bad and the portion was big. One thing they can improve is the speed in food delivery.

This is what we had for lunch, not bad.

Now I hope to get my refund from ILoveDiscounts soon.

Gossiper

Have you ever wonder why some people or even a group of people, whenever they gather together they will start gossiping about other people?

Is there really no other things to talk about under the sky that whenever they open their mouths ... it must be something BAD (in their opinion) about another person? It is best for keep our mouth SHUT if we do not have better things to tell about other people then whenever you open your mouth words of destruction come out from you.

What's wrong with someone took 3 big bowls of 'lala' in the Cafeteria? What's wrong with someone who eat banana or ice cream? You can do the same if you want to.

I actually google this! Deal with Them

I was so pissed off today with their acts. I believe one day when I can't stand their nonsense I will choose to confront them all (in a gently manner). As much as I will follow His instruction. (Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted - Galatians 6:1

As I was doing my QT today, I felt so terrible because I have actually put on a sour face towards them which I should know. I felt so sad for them and horrible (at myself) for react such way. I prayed that He will forgive me and help me to react the right way and continue to show LOVE. This is what He command me to do.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers. Galatians 6:9-10

Let me not forget this LORD, guide me with your wisdom and help me not to forget your teaching. Filled me with the fruits of the Spirit.

Dear friend, do not imitate what is evil but what is good. Anyone who does what is good is from God. Anyone who does what is evil has not seen God. 3 John 11

Be imitators of God, therefore,as dearly loved children. Ephesians 5:1

Reason I wrote this? For me to keep reminding myself of what to do and what not to do. I pray that it will be the same with you if you happen to read this as well.

May God bless you.