It was not easy to deal with but again and again God reminds me to be strong and still wherever I am and to know He is Almighty God who can do the impossible things in my life. Today was a bad day for me as I felt so insecure and was trying to find a way out for myself (with reluctant feeling at the same time). Like seriously in the crossroad that I have to choose either left or right.
But you know what, as you seek his kingdom and righteousness, all things will be given to us as well. I want the peace of mind and calmness within. I needed someone to know my worries and He told me this:-
"Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hears to Him for God is our refuge -
Psalm 62:8"
I needed wisdom to know what to do and assurance on things I doubt and He tells me that:-
"And we know that in all things God works for the food of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose -
Romans 8:28"
I am sure I am here for a purpose and His words really calm me down and to wait patiently
"But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently - Romans 8:25"
I don't know about tomorrow but I know who is in control. I shall not worry or shall not be shaken with things that are happening now. All the darkens will day will be replace with the glory of Jesus when He comes. I shall continue to have Him to be the centre of everything in my life.
Also through the "Turning Point program with Dr. David Jeremiah", it really helps a lot especially today when the sharing about what our mind should focus on.
" whatever things are true.... noble...... just....pure....lovely....of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy --- meditate on these things - Philippians 4:8"
Hope comes in with faith in God.
